Sunday, March 17, 2013

Uncle Tom and Evangeline


It is difficult for me to say how I reached the age of forty-two years having grown in my love for literature and having been inspired from my youth by the writings of Dr. Martin Luther King - how I might have taken this long to begin reading Uncle Tom’s Cabin.  I pretend to have no excuse and will only move forward with gratitude for what this story is speaking to me now.  I am just over half way through the book and I don’t know what is yet to come in the story, nor, sadly, do I know anything about the author, Harriet Beecher Stowe.  For these reasons, I hesitate to comment on the entire book, knowing the importance of the story not only to American literature, but also to American society. 

Nonetheless, on this particular morning, I encountered in the middle of this tragic, painful tale, the most beautiful description of an unlikely friendship between a patient, humble sufferer and an innocent, loving child.  A slave sold away from his family and a young girl, the daughter of the slave owner who had purchased him.  The redemptive impact of the friendship with Evangeline on the lost years of Tom’s life is exchanged for a profound spiritual growth and depth of compassion growing in Evangeline as a result of her close association with this gracious, kind saint.  I can’t begin to describe the impact of this interaction on me, so I will just share some of the text directly from Uncle Tom’s Cabin.

From CHAPTER XXII – “The Grass Withereth – the Flower Fadeth”

Life passes, with us all, a day at a time; so it passed with our friend Tom, till two years were gone.  Though parted from all his soul held dear, and though often yearning for what lay beyond, still was he never positively and consciously miserable…

Tom read, in his only literary cabinet, of one who had “learned in whatsoever state he was, therewith to be content.”  It seemed to him good and reasonable doctrine, and accorded well with the settled and thoughtful habit which he had acquired from the reading of that same book.

His letter homeward was in due time answered by Master George.  It contained various refreshing items of home intelligence… The style of the letter was decidedly concise and terse; but Tom thought it the most wonderful specimen of composition that had appeared in modern times.  He was never tired of looking at it, and even held a council with Eva on the expediency of getting it framed, to hang up in his room.  Nothing but the difficulty of arranging it so that both sides of the page would show at once stood in the way of this undertaking.

The friendship between Tom and Eva had grown with the child’s growth.  It would be hard to say what place she held in the soft, impressible heart of her faithful attendant.  He loved her as something frail and earthly, yet almost worshipped her as something heavenly and divine… and to humor her graceful fancies, and meet those thousand simple wants which invest childhood like a many-colored rainbow, was Tom’s chief delight.

Nor was Eva less zealous in kind offices, in return.  Though a child, she was a beautiful reader; - a fine musical ear, a quick poetic fancy, and an instinctive sympathy with what’s grand and noble, made her such a reader of the Bible as Tom had never before heard.  At first, she read to please her humble friend; but soon her own earnest nature threw out its tendrils, and wound itself around the majestic book; and Eva loved it, because it woke in her strange yearnings, and strong, dim emotions, such as impassioned, imaginative children love to feel.

The parts that pleased her most were the Revelations and the Prophecies, - parts whose dim and wondrous imagery, and fervent language, impressed her the more, that she questioned vainly of their meaning; - and she and her simple friend, the old child and the young one, felt just alike about it.  All that they knew was, that they spoke of a glory to be revealed, - a wondrous something yet to come, wherein their soul rejoiced, yet knew not why; and though it be not so in the physical, yet in moral science that which cannot be understood is not always profitless.  For the soul awakes, a trembling stranger, between two dim eternities, - the eternal past, the eternal future.  The light shines only on a small space around her; therefore, she needs must yearn towards the unknown.

Uncle Tom’s Cabin.  Harriet Beecher Stowe

The story brought to mind my young friends Claire and Carly - their beautiful innocence and disarming kindness warm the hearts of so many haggard saints whose lives have seen trouble and pain and injustice.  They sit together with old children in a sanctuary in South Minneapolis on Sundays listening to Pastor Walt expound the book of Revelation while his own heart longs together with many of us that these precious young ones will one day take refuge in God when they meet with suffering - that like Hannah, they will pour out their soul before the Lord in that day (I Samuel 1:15).  The story reminded me also of the old children who shared the Word with me in the innocence of my own youth and who prayed for me from nursing homes and hospital beds that I myself might find grace to help in my own hour of need.  I am grateful for them, and humbled to be the beneficiary of their patient faith and kindness.  And together with these dear friends past and present, I yearn toward the unknown, the glory yet to be revealed, the wondrous something yet to come.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Come, everyone who thirsts


“Come, everyone who thirsts,
come to the waters;
and he who has no money,
come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
without money and without price.” Isaiah 55:1

Since leaving home in late January, I’ve been in a different city every Sunday.  I have not taken the opportunity to gather with others for worship while I’ve been traveling, and I have not yet looked for a church home here in Mexico.  God is faithful and I’ve been very blessed to be able to listen to sermons online and to meditate on His word.  Still, something deep in my soul longs to worship with the people of God, to draw encouragement from the saints, and to serve and edify my brothers and sisters in the Lord.

Being home in Minneapolis last Sunday for the first time in six weeks, I looked forward to Sunday morning worship with a greater than usual anticipation. I was thirsting for the presence of God in the midst of His people.  “I rejoiced when they said to me, let us go to the house of the Lord.” Psalm 122:1.  It is an inexpressible honor and blessing to be able to gather with the local body of Christ.
 
We arrived at the beginning of the worship time.  “I was created to make Your name glorious.”  To lose my voice in the song of the congregation was water to a thirsting soul.  Before and after the service and during the worship time, the people of God stopped to welcome me and encourage me and to pray for me.  Brothers and sisters who partner with me in ministry and who care for my family in my absence.  Brothers and sisters who know my weaknesses and my faults, who understand my temptations and who forbear with me, forgiving and praying for me.  Brothers and sisters I’ve known for 20 years and brothers and sisters I’ve known for a few months.  The kinship of the family of God draws us together as a people dependent on grace.  It was good to be home.
 
 
“Seek the LORD while he may be found;
Call upon him while he is near” Isaiah 55:6

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Words with Adversaries


One of the ways I have stayed connected with my family this past month has been through on-line games.  I’ve found so much enjoyment in messaging with Hudson, My Linh, my nephew Josh and my Mother-In-Law Maxine while we’ve been playing Words with Friends or DrawSomething.  I rarely found time to engage this way in the past, but now with weeks spent alone in hotel rooms, this has become one of my favorite past times.

I must confess to being rather competitive though, at times to a fault; and Words with Friends can easily bring this ominous side of my character to the surface.  I try to demonstrate sportsmanship and encouragement, but I acknowledge being irked at times with the ludicrous words admitted in Words with Friends.  There was a time in the not too distant past when two people settled in across a Scrabble board armed only with their intellect and the vernacular they had attained in life.  The rules were simple, at least in the games I remember playing, and the most basic rule was that the words you spelled were not only actual English words, but words you knew and were familiar with. 


On the rare occasion when your adversary would play a word of questionable authenticity, you would simply ask them to use the word in a sentence or perhaps to define it.  Worse-came-to-worse you could always check the dictionary to see if it was, in fact, an actual English word.  Still, anyone who has ever perused a lexicon will honestly concede that there is an ocean of words that we never use, have never encountered, and really are not familiar with.  Point being that when you sit face to face, mano-a-mano, across a board with little wooden tiles, you both know that you can’t guess at words, or stumble upon them, and you certainly can’t search through the dictionary to find them.  And even if you happened to know somehow that ZA is slang for pizza and you were able to use it in a sentence and find it in the dictionary, you wouldn’t really be able to play it for 68 points with a clear conscience and a straight face because deep down you would know that the only reason you were aware of its being a word was that someone, somewhere had stumbled across it at some point in a game of Scrabble and had made you aware of it.


I guess that is part of the game now though, and I suppose I have started to come to terms with it.  For a while, I tried to stay to the high road in Words with Friends, but eventually my competitive nature eroded my purist tendencies.  The one remnant of valor I’ve retained is that I still have not made the first non-word play with a new adversary.  The minute you drop QI on me though, it’s GAME ON. 

So far, my kids have not made up any words – at least not any two letter words involving Q, J or Z.  In fact, both Hudson and My Linh are getting better and better at the game.  My Linh even held a 35-24 lead over our friend Dave Lindmark at one point. (Sidebar – if you ever need an ego-check, challenge a retired English teacher).  A week ago, I had a nice lead on My Linh, so I set her up with an E next to a triple word square and she promptly responded with a 58 point word.  Live and learn.  I’ve played cards with My Linh long enough to have known better.  She is cute and charming, but don’t let that pretty face fool you.  Inside the sweet exterior is a determined competitor.

I have to say though, that I don’t really enjoy playing non-words.  There is so much more satisfaction in playing JINXED, or BUXOM, or NECROMANTIC that I really prefer to hold out for those opportunities.  But hey, I’m not proud.  So if you figure out what KOS means, please let me know… I just played it on my nephew for 41 points.